Life is full of moments.
Moments that stand still
Moments that fly by, where you soar high
Moments when you can’t see and you can’t breathe
and you begin to wonder if you’ve ceased to be
that this is not who we’re meant to be
That life is full of these moments
So that we know what it means to be free
I’ve discovered a peace in my life lately that has settled into my soul.
Unshakeable, unbreakable, yet fragile and vulnerable. That’s how I feel.
I can look back on my life and see moment after moment of brokenness, but moment after moment after moment of the light breaking into that dark brokenness. I want to be real. I want to be genuine. I want people to know that they are loved; That I love them; That the love that pours out of me is an outpouring of the love I’ve been given.
How much do I share from my heart? How much of my soul do I bare? Somedays, the darkness is unbearable and all I can do is cry out one single word. “Jesus!” He just knows. I know that some of you who may read this don’t share my beliefs. I don’t care, because I’ll love you just the same. But if I could only express the comfort in knowing in those dark, dark moments that He knows and loves me despite my shortcomings.. Oh.. if I could only share that with the world.